Tuesday, November 22, 2011

12dpiui

Here I am 12dpiui, my usual test date. But not this time! This 2ww is the last 2ww I will ever have. The last time I will ever have a possibility of being pregnant, so I am going to milk it for all its worth. In all honestly, I thought is was going to be really really hard to wait until 14 days past my IUI to test, because usually I am DYING to know by 12 days. This time remains different, because its been easy. Almost too easy. I don't want it to end, I want to stay in my hope bubble.

Reality is though, is that deep down I don't think I'm pregnant. However in some weird way, I still have hope. Hope that it could be possible. I know every pregnancy is different, but I have had NO symptoms at all. None, zero, zilch, nada. Except for low back pain for the last few days, which could easily be from totting around a 25 pound toddler. I went back and through my blog, and found my BFP symptoms post after my successful cycle with M, and they were all typical pregnancy symptoms, none of which I have :(

So here I will stay in my hope bubble until the morning of Thanksgiving. To which I will wake up, POAS, and then regardless of the results, come out and face the world and enjoy my day and all its blessings. Because I really do have SO much to be thankful for.

2 more sleeps!

5 comments:

Amy said...

I'll be crossing my fingers for a happy line :)

Jennifer L said...

I am really keeping my fingers crossed for you! And for what it is worth I had no pregnancy symptoms what so ever when I tested and got a BFP.

andrea said...

Every pregnancy is different, don't give up hope!

Amber and Brian said...

I am seriously praying for you! <3

Momma Wilson said...

I have butterflies in my stomach for you!!! one more sleep, fingers and toes crossed for you!