Friday, April 3, 2009

Its Over

Not pregnant.

I tested this morning with FMU at 12dpo/iui and my one lonely line popped up. I am pretty upset this time around. I was prepared for our first IUI to fail, I never though I would be so lucky for it to work the first time and I was right. This time with 14 million sperm and 2 eggs I though we had a shot.

I am going to take my progesterone today and test again in the morning to be sure before I stop it. I just hope I don't have a crazy long 40 day cycle like last time and AF shows pretty quickly so we can move on.

And moving on are we...to injectables that is. I am going to be very honest. I am pretty scared. Scared of the bruises again, scared of over stimming, scared of the risks of multiples, and most of all scared it wont work.

9 comments:

♥Tabitha said...

I'm so sorry...BFN's suck big time! Don't loose hope though...your time is coming soon! (((HUGS)))

WantWait&Pray said...

I am so sorry. I really had a good feeling about this- I'm not just saying it.
Best of luck as you get ready for injectables- Hopefully you have learned from last time what your dosage is and you'll only have ONE cycle and you'll get pregnant! (or pregneck) :-)

Stephanie said...

UGH! I'm so sorry Lisa. :-( I'm right there with ya. Let me know if you need any help or have any questions with your injectibles next round. I'll be on IVF round #3 after this so I feel like I could give a seminar on the darn process. Big hugs and hang in there.

PeasOut said...

I am so sorry Lisa. I had high hopes for this cycle. :(

bella1021 said...

Bummer :( weirder things have happened so fingers crossed that there are = this next test!!!

stacey said...

There's no reason to be scared of injectibles. It just means you're one step closer to starting your family. Take care.

Amber and Brian said...

Ugh. I'm so sorry. ::::HUGS::::

Hopeful34 said...

Hopefully it's too early!! I am keeping my fingers crossed for you!!!

Amy said...

Hi, my name is Amy, I found your blog looking for other IF blogs. I am sorry to hear about your BFN. I saw that you are going to start injectables. Me too. which ones are you going to use?